TRANSFIGURATION SUNDAY                              GLORIA DEI, ANCHORAGE

FEBRUARY 6, 2005                                                   PASTOR SCOTT FULLER

Exodus 12:24-18;     Psalm 2;     2 Peter 1:16-21;     Matthew 17:1-9

Why Bother?

 

It’s funny how you notice things in life.  We recently helped our son, Mark, purchase a car…which is not a new experience for many parents, but 1) he’s in Colorado; 2) we purchased it over the internet, and 3) it came from a dealer in Texas.  Needless to say, I had no idea what it even looked like.  But then, after he sent us a picture, I started seeing cars like that all over… 

 

A similar sort of thing happened to me this last week in a matter of greater substance than any purchase someone might make.  A pastor friend expressed his feelings of frustration with the number of people in his congregation…who don’t worship.  The very next day, another pastor said the same thing in an e-mail.  And a short time later, I heard that someone said they weren’t going to worship anymore because their attitude toward it was one of why bother? 

 

My first reaction, of course, was to take the bait, to let it get to me, to agonize over why people aren’t filling this place every Sunday morning like they do every Christmas Eve.   But then I got to thinking about that question, why bother?  It’s actually a pretty good one to ask.  You who braved the cold this morning, why did you bother to come?  Why should anyone bother to worship?  What, if anything, is supposed to happen?

 

-sing praises          -be inspired           -pray           -be a family          

-baptism                -Lord’s Supper     -confession  -forgiveness

-community           -outreach               -choir          -offering

 

Here’s an interesting tidbit from a spirituality study conducted by UCLA (the website is www.spirituality.ucla.edu).  Researchers discovered that college students who attend worship are only half as likely to struggle with depression as those with a why bother? attitude about worship.

 

But aside from such an experience might do us good or make us feel better, it seems to me that the goal of worship is fairly simple and comes in two parts.  I think it’s meant to somehow help each person connect with God… and through God, connect with other people.  It’s the vertical and horizontal (+), through prayer and preaching and sharing God’s peace, through songs and the sacraments and saying hello. 

 

This sign of the cross was identified by the man who asked Jesus which commandment was the greatest.  Does anyone remember the lawyer’s response that Jesus praised?  He said, Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, strength and mind; and your neighbor as yourself (Lk. 10:27).

 

These two same ax-es (+) can be found in the experience of the whole season of Epiphany.  It started weeks ago with three wise men who followed a light in the heavens to Christ.  It ends today on this mountaintop with three ordinary men who find the Light of Heaven in Christ. 

 

It was horizontal: Jesus took Peter, James and John for a hike up a mountain.

It was vertical: Jesus was lit up before them, shining like the sun and was joined by Moses and Elijah.

It was horizontal: Peter, James and John, together, got to experience it.

It was vertical: God spoke to the men from the cloud, saying This is my son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!

It was horizontal: The men were frightened, and when they fell to the ground in fear, Jesus reached out and touched them…and comforted them.

It was vertical: Years later, Peter writes about the event in our 2nd lesson for today, encouraging all to be attentive to this as to a lamp shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in (our) hearts.

 

Can a person find that shining lamp and morning star in places other than worship?  Sure…, God’s Spirit can work wherever and whenever it chooses.  But don’t forget what God said to the disciples on that mountain:

 

This is my Son, the Beloved; listen to him!  So let’s see, what are some things that you remember Jesus saying?  Love your enemies.  Pray for those who persecute you.  Forgive seventy times seven.  Care for the poor.  Turn the other cheek.

 

The one that rings in my ears can be found in Jesus’ struggle with the Devil out in the desert.  Three temptations are used to “convert” Jesus to Satan’s selfish causes.

 

When the Lord is battling hunger, the devil urges him to turn rocks into bread.  When he’s wrestling with doubt, the devil takes Jesus up a mountain and says, Throw yourself off!  God will prove his love by sending angels to catch you!  Finally, when the Lord is struggling with what it means to be Me and possibly pursue his own happiness, Old Nick shows Jesus the treasures of the world and says, This is all yours…if you just worship me.

 

How does the Lord respond?  He says, Away with you, Satan!  For it is written, ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him’” (Mt. 3:10).  Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him.  It’s an instruction, not an invitation.  It’s an order, not an offering.  It’s an edict, not a suggestion.  It is an absolute, not an option.

 

Frederick Buechner is a wonderful, down-to-earth yet intensely spiritual guide.  Listen to his description of how the vertical and horizontal came together to form a cross upon his heart. 

 

Says Buechner, Through a series of events from childhood on I was moved…closer and closer to a feeling for the Mystery out of which the church arose in the first place until, finally, the Mystery itself came to have a face for me…the face of Christ…and the result of it was that I ended up being so moved by what I felt that I found it inadequate simply to keep it inside myself like a secret but had to do something about it (“The Face of Christ” in Listening to Your Life, p. 30).

 

That seems to sum up well what God intends for us when we hear those same words, “Listen to him!”  Whenever we gather together (horizontal) to worship God (vertical), we are then sent out into the world (horizontal) to do something about this good news of Jesus Christ (vertical). 

 

Many of you were here last week when our daughter Rachel led the Sunday School kids in singing and signing the song, “Father, I Adore You.”  The last verse they signed in silence and you could have heard a pin drop.  I don’t know why, but for some reason, the sight of those kids all together (horizontal) singing and signing their praise of God (vertical) filled my eyes with tears and my heart with joy.  Like Buechner, I was so moved by what I felt that I… had to do something about it.  So I’ve been sharing that story with everybody I meet.

 

That’s why we worship: to so experience God’s horizontal and vertical mark upon our hearts that we go out into the world to do something about it.

 

Amen.